Juliean said:
Then you should stop worrying what other people think of you.
I try it, but tell to a smoker to quit smoking…
It is hard to swim in water and ignore the water. If you completely detach from society and the common goals, some psychiatrist will put you on strong medication. Because we swim in water, pretending we are birds is hard.
Juliean said:
Then how do companies manage to produce (code) projects with a scale that you can only dream about?
Putting a comment in a project in Github pissed up my teammates so much, they kicked me out of the project and i was kicked out of school too. In another school a teacher told me “You can not have this hairstyle and expect for us to allow you to study in our Great Awesome Country”. So they kicked me out too. (This was my incompatible hairstyle - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a5uQMwRMHcs ) If Einstein lived today, he would be not able to graduate. A matter of looks…
If you made things like family, studies, career work for you, please, consider yourself a very lucky person! None of my buddies managed to marry. A dozen of persons live on soft alcoholic drinks, and will never reproduce, because they missed their chances. Please, consider yourself happy, if you got a family and did not divorce before you sent your kids to high school.
Juliean said:
Weren't you rabmling about doing everything in assembly and how great that is in other threats? Going from that, and your descriptions here, maybe you should try something else (higher level language ie.), because I can tell you for a fact that this is not how ones coding routine must look like. It doesn't for me, it doesn't for my colleagues.
https://www.gamedev.net/forums/topic/706243-end-of-the-world/5423472/?page=10
“I abandoned it because of lower productivity compared to HLL. I use JS to develop my ideas. Then i pass it to C++ + HLSL. In the end I could replace C++ with ASM, but better directly HDL.”
I've lost years with ASM, but not anymore. ASM is still great. don't get me wrong, but i don't need it now. My shaders take 60 seconds to compute. And everything in the system waits for that data to be ready. Optimizing the CPU-side in this situation makes no sense for me.